what has become of me?

i had been trying to look for signs
since three days ago
and i've seen different things
but i don't know what they mean
if at all
x-men, x-men united, xavier
boss. necessary. at veridian dynamics
pilipinas got talent
kris is as irritating in person as she is on tv
not reaching megamall in time
sight of how i once envisioned i'd be
invitation to job hunt in malaysia
facebook chat from a friend i haven't spoken in a while
not reaching top 5 in bejeweled
the feeling of dread for tuesday
the argument with mother (again!)
can't figure out what to say about the project
coveting things
envy of other people
what has become of me?